Spell DEPRESSING

Hiiii. :)
So first of all, I wanna say sorry for not updating this blog last week.
It was my finals so I had to focus. :D


From the title of this entry, you'll see the word DEPRESSING.
So why depressing?
Well, there are two reasons why I`m sad and depressed today.
First, today until tomorrow was supposed to be our block's outing.
My parents allowed me to come until we figured out I am the only girl who's coming.


I tried my best to look for girls to come in the said outing.
But no one really wanted to come. :(


I really wanted to go, that before the boys left UST (where they met), I met up with them.
Oh well, I'm just hoping they'll have a blast. (Oh yes, I know they are having a good time now. I was talking and texting with some of them, and I can say they're enjoying there. || Ugh, bitter me. HEHE :>)


Second, I`m so saaaad.
As of this moment, Mae is on her way to Saudi for her summer break.
I called her earlier and had conference call with Maiza, Neo and Den. ( I can`t contact Karla Go :()
Gaaaahd. I miss them already :( It's soooo sad!


I`m just hoping to see all of them, as in the whole 1F, I mean, 2F (aside from Mae) on the 7th during our clearance.
I`m hoping that we'll all get to bond...and that mine and Yna's plan will push through. (Oh God, I hope my parents allow me to stay in Manila from 7th-10th. PLEAASE? :))


Anyway, you can check my other blog, where I posted some pics about my road trip with my friend and PIB, Yna! If you wanna view them,  click this!


Oh, another thing, I am not so sure yet if I can update this blog over the summer. :( I`m spending my summer in Batangas with my family, and the internet connection at home is slow. :| =)) But, I`ll still try my best to update. Hehe :>
Oh well, good bye for now. :-h 

zzzZzzz

ONE WORD: SLEEPY

This week's so tiring.

So many papers, projects, homework, quizzes and final exams are due this week.

I'm so effin tired. :(

I can't wait for this week to be over.

I miss my bed so much!!! :((

I'm so sleeeeeeeeeeepy,

and I don't know what else to say. =)))

HAHAHA. Love and thank you for reading this nonsense entry. :* =)))

*sabog*

Reality check!

1. My grades

Well, I have to admit. My grades in some subjects aren't that high. So I'm getting conscious now.
I swear, just let me pass all my subjects this sem, I'm gonna study well next academic year.

PLEASE, LORD! I'm begging :"(

2. My lent sacrifice

It's Ash Wednesday today, and I still don't know what to sacrifice for this Lenten season. I can still remember, last year, I abstain from drinking sodas for 40 days. I'm thinking of doing the same thing this year, but I wanna add something.

I thought of abstaining myself from chocolates, but I am so sure I won't be able to do that. Thinking that the first thing I did this morning was ate oreo cookies.

My friend and blockmate, Daniel told me that I should try abstaining from opening social networking sites. I realized that it was a great idea, since in that way, I can concentrate in my studies. But on second thought, knowing myself, I won't be able to do that. 

My friend from AC, Juni tweeted that she'll be abstaining from rice. I actually got jealous. I also wanted to do that. But I know my parents wouldn't allow me.

3. I'm getting fatter and fatter.

So I just realized that lately, I CAN'T stop myself from eating. I don't know what's wrong with me. I should be on a diet now. :| I don't know why it's so easy for me to buy food, and eat and eat. :(
I should stop this. I mean, I haven't jog for weeks now, and if I don't stop this "habit-becoming" of mine, it's going to kill me!

4. SUMMER BREAK

How I wish it's summer break now.
I mean, I love school. I love seeing my friends and bonding with them.
But I also miss Batangas.
I miss home.  :(
You know, the feeling that even you just lie the whole day on your bed, you don't have anything to worry? :>

That's exactly what I wanna feel right now.

Plus, if you're my best friend, or like, a very close friend of mine, you'll surely know why I would want summer break to get closer.  Hahahaha! (y'know, aside from being with my family, and shizz.)

See the picture above?

That's home.
So colorful, right?

Just think of this: Home with my parents, without my brother and I

Whatta colorless home! HAHAHAHA!

(Kapal!)

5. I want to draw and paint again.
Obviously, college makes me busy. I had no enough time to draw and paint. I had no time to express what I really feel. This is basically another reason why I want summer break to get closer so baaaaaaad! :|I wanna get my pencils and paintbrushes. I wanna use them. I wanna stay in my room and just draw and mix colors :(

6. I miss childhood.

Kuya Donn and Kuya Ardin

Seeing this picture makes me miss my childhood.
My childhood with my 2 awesome brothers.
If only I can turn back time, I'd love to play with them again. Hahaha!
Love you both!

And miss you, eldest brother! Hope you're happy up there!!!

Til here!

Love always, Darlene!!!

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The JejeTribe is transforming into Black Swans. =))

Yesterday, I celebrated my birthday with my college friends.

We had our lunch in KFC.
Karla Go and Kathleen Santos left after lunch,

while the rest of us went to Sala in Dapitan.

We watched Black Swan.

It was a suspense movie.
We were all freaking out...except for Dan! HAHAHA!

Maiza, Den, Mae, Kim, Karla, Rona, Yna, Kat, Dan and Neo,

thank you so much for coming!!!

I really had fun! :>
And I hope you guys did too! 

I love you all :*